Thinking of all the things and happenings in his life.
About how unlucky he is, feeling as if no one loves him.
It's like his dreams are being washed away as the river flows.
Full of misery his life is, it is all that he has experienced.
All that he feels are loneliness and emotional pain.
Badly broken deep inside, beyond repair like a broken mirror.
Sick and tired he is of his never changing lonely life.
Leave behind this world and everything else, even his own life.
Never again will he experience all the pain that he has left behind.
Always taken for granted, a nuisance, a pain to everyone's life.
Ending it now is what he wants, to forever be rid of his miserable life.
Misinterpreted by people, making him feel uneasy.
Always down because of his experiences in life.
Regarded as a boastful, proud person, which is the exact opposite.
I am, after all, just a worthless piece of trash in this world.